Crafting Texts

The following letters were recovered from state archives and private collections after the 2023 - 24 arrests that followed the White Paper protests in mainland China.

Their authors - students, teachers, booksellers, and ordinary citizens - were detained under various charges of "inciting subversion" and "disrupting social order” without saying a single word. 
Most were never formally tried.

What survived are fragments: copied by hand, reassembled from memory, reconstructed from burned paper.

Each voice emerges from confinement, yet together they form a chorus - a record of protest not as spectacle, but as survival.

The names that follow may or may not be real. The sentiment is unmistakably so.

Letter I -  Li Wei

Beijing Municipal Detention Centre, 3 January 2024

I keep thinking of sound.


Not the obvious ones, the chanting, the rhythm of footsteps, the roar of the crowd. I mean the sounds that used to pass unnoticed: bus brakes and bicycle bells, laughter in university hallways, arguments in coffee shops. 

Now silence carries weight. It presses against my eardrums. Choreographed. Rehearsed. The kind of quiet that knows it's being watched.

When I was a student, I believed protest was the loudest thing a person could do. I marched because silence was complicity. I shouted because I thought volume was power. I thought that if we raise our voices loud enough []. But here, in this place where every word is monitored and every breath counted, silence becomes the loudest refusal we have left. But silence is not surrender. 

At night, I replay the chants we shouted before the arrests. Each syllable lives in my body now, a muscle memory that refuses to fade. They took our megaphones, our banners, our faces from the newsfeeds. They thought they could take our voices. They thought they could []. But language survives in the body. My pulse recites what my mouth cannot. My heartbeat keeps time with words I can no longer say aloud.

(faint pencil at bottom: “Even silence learns to speak, if you listen long enough.”)

Letter II - Zhao Min

Hebei Women's Re-education Facility, 19 February 2024



They call this an education facility, as though the fault lies with us and not with the world that imprisons people for holding blank paper. What they seek to correct isn’t behaviour, it’s imagination, the audacity to believe another world is possible. They want us to teach us that [] but we know []

For years, I slipped banned literature between cookbooks. Tucked philosophy inside stir-fry instructions. Hid history inside instructions for dumplings. Each page was a [] They confiscated every book. Burned them, I assume, or buried them in some archive where dangerous ideas go to die. 

But here's what they don't understand: every book I sold created a reader. Every reader became a library. Every library became a[] The physical shelves are gone, but the conversation continues. Memory is a bookshop they can't raid. A conversation they can't hear is a freedom they can't confiscate.

Yesterday, one of the younger inmates asked if I regretted it. The question landed strangely in my chest. I opened my mouth to say yes, yes, I regret the customers who trusted me and got arrested, my assistant's tears when they took her too, the fact that my mother will die thinking her daughter is a criminal. But the word that came out was different. [] I whispered, always []. I don't regret the words we passed hand to hand, mind to mind. If I could go back, I would hide those pages again.

(scribbled in margin: “Paper burns; memory doesn’t.”)